Now

Everything seems to be wrong in the group.
For others who are not in the group will think that our group is a happy group with no conflicts,
but no.
I guess this is a group with most conflict,
things reshuffle every time,
the same thing happen again and again,
the only different is the victim.
Can all of you just sit down and talk about it.
Cos if this continue, I guess the next one will be me again.
And seriously, I do not want to be stuck in the middle and force to make a stand.
FYI the feeling really sucks.
I HATE it a lot.

DId My Best

Seriously what do you want me to do?

What I can say I did my best.

I try not get near you when he is around,

I try not to talk to you when he is around,

I know if both of us is beside you at the same time,

you will stress out,

that's why i back off whenever he is around.

I never try to compete,

I never try to prove that I am better than him,

I just do things because they will cheer you up and make you happy.

I do not blog this to tell you what did I do for you,

I just don't know what to do that can avoid piss you off,

Why take this so serious?

Because I care.

Not to like you anymore?

I am sorry I can't.

Expectation

What do I expect now?

Seriously nothing at all.

I hate myself now.

I just do not know,

it seems like nothing is ever important anymore,

my future, my family, my friends.

What happen to me seriously?

Appreciate

In this world some people get what they want but they dont appreciate it,
but there is a group of people that want something so badly but cannot get what they want.
It is just the same when it comes to love.
Some people get a chance to be together with the one they love,
because they love each other.
After having it, they just do not know how to appreciate it,
and take it for granted.
How bout the one that cannot get together to the one they love?
They will sacrifice, change, and do anything to get together with that persom.
I guess that is the difference between wanting it and having it.
Cause less likely human will appreciate what they already got.